Monday, March 26, 2012

divorce

it really feels like going through another divorce... having the separate mine from hers, divvying up friends and movies, making sure the bills are paid evenly. fuck. this shit is all effed up. this wasn't how it was supposed to happen. i can easily pretend that something different has been going on, or that none of this ever happened, that the friendship never existed. that seems the be the easiest way of dealing, however hard it is. but seeing her post on our mutual friends' facebook kills me. she has no right. she left me and she left them. she made her choices, you cant go back. gah! she has every right whatever, but still sucks. on another note: i had a great saturday night/sunday =) yup <3