Thursday, June 12, 2014

forget

sometimes i forget. i forget that any of it ever happened. i forget i was ever that close with another person. i forget living there. i forget being on my own. i forget how in love i was. how happy i was. i forget how excited i was for the future. i forget crying so hard it hurt. that i couldnt breathe. i forget how quickly that can all change. i forget how it felt.

and then i remember and its like the years havent passed and i havent grown stronger and i havent survived