so, basically i am way sad. i have moments where im not thinking about how sad I am and what happened and what happened to me and how the one person who was there didnt give a shit and the one who should have cared didnt.
but it takes great change to grow sometimes and maybe thats what i need right now.
as hard as that is to deal with. as sad as i am about it right now, it may all be worth it in the long run.
i wasnt looking for love, or the perfect person. and I thought i had found that, but all signs point to im better off without all of these people.
still sucks right now tho.
but if nothing else im really not looking for that now.....so bring on the possibilities.