i am healthy
i am smart
i work out
i eat well, well most of the time
and
i dont practice safe sex
maybe its because enough people have called me a slut that i decided to see what it was like.
overall
- unfulfilling
- depressing
- lonely
but i know what good sex is now; i know what it should feel like; and I know how to do it well
but now i have an std; luckily it should be a mild one, easily fixed. thank goodness
but kind of a wake up call
like hey sexy, healthy girl, maybe get some fucking standards? maybe actually date someone before taking your clothes off.
fuck. you are an idiot.
and you know what sounds so much better than sex?
- someone to call/txt when i need to
- someone that wants to hear about my day
- having a 'someone' there to help me through.
well. heres hopging that on monday ill learn that its just a scare and i havent infected a number of people.
=\ ::fingers crossed::
